I'm a wreck (major setback to my recovery) - help me please
I'm a wreck (major setback to my recovery) - help me please
I finally BLOCKED my N Ex on Facebook after deactivating my account and avoiding in like the plague for almost a month and a half.
In doing so, I saw all his pictures with his new girlfriend looking "in love", him saying that LIFE IS GOOD and his father commenting that "This is the happiest he's been" and that his new girlfriend is a real "FIND". Apparently, they are already in an official relationship on Facebook and he never changed his "single" status the whole time we were together - ten months. Not to mention, he never posted pictures of us either.
It absolutely kills me - it makes me feel like I wasn't "pretty enough" or just plain GOOD ENOUGH for him, while this new girl parades on in and she "has" him. Did I not count?
I feel completely demoralized. Yes I finally cut the last cord, blocking him from Facebook, but it is like a dagger to my heart. How can I not feel jealous of her? Is she reaping the rewards of a "changed" or "different" man, I know that sounds silly but how come I feel like it was JUST ME?
Please help with some advice or nice words, even though I feel like nothing can help at all.
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