Trying to accept it all

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#1 Aug 28 - 12AM
beautifulmess
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Trying to accept it all

I am still processing that my husband is a narc, psychopath, pathological liar, alcoholic, pill addict and now gay. I dont want to group gay in with the other things like it's a bad thing, but finding out I was used for over five years of my life as his cover.. Kind of hard to process this along with everything else. Is there anything else he could be that I haven't discovered yet? Split personality maybe?? I am angry that he used me this way.. And angry that he is probably going to find another woman to use ASAP just to use as proof that he is straight. Some other woman is going to have to go through the hell I did.. and no one can stop it.

Aug 28 - 10PM
Deidre99
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I'm going to offer a

Aug 28 - 11PM (Reply to #21)
beautifulmess
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I appreciate your post

Aug 29 - 9AM (Reply to #22)
Deidre99
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Yes, I didn't mean to imply

Aug 28 - 8PM
no more an echo
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I was definitely his beard!

Aug 28 - 9PM (Reply to #17)
neverlookback
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Ya

Jan 9 - 7PM (Reply to #18)
labwaluv
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grow a beard

Jan 9 - 9PM (Reply to #19)
beautifulmess
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Being a beard means being a

Aug 28 - 6AM
Janie53
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Besutifulmess

Aug 28 - 3AM
Im_always_fine
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My 15 year old son is

Jan 9 - 7PM (Reply to #14)
labwaluv
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explosive rage

Aug 28 - 8PM (Reply to #10)
Goldie
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All gay men are NOT overly effeminate

Aug 28 - 9PM (Reply to #11)
beautifulmess
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I know about the effeminate

Aug 29 - 2AM (Reply to #12)
sweetpeasarah
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BFL...

Aug 29 - 10AM (Reply to #13)
Rising Dawn
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Interesting topic

Aug 28 - 3AM (Reply to #9)
Lovely1
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Makes sense. I always thought

Aug 28 - 12AM
rosedewittbukater
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The gay thing

Aug 28 - 12AM (Reply to #2)
beautifulmess
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I think both of us testing

Jan 9 - 8PM (Reply to #6)
labwaluv
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stories so similar

Jan 9 - 9PM (Reply to #7)
beautifulmess
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Hi labwaluv, I have not been

Aug 28 - 3AM (Reply to #3)
Lovely1
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I'm very interested to know

Aug 28 - 7PM (Reply to #4)
beautifulmess
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Lovely1, My husband is very

Aug 31 - 12AM (Reply to #5)
rosedewittbukater
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Hun it may be a phase but you don't need to participate