Flashbacks & PTSD

its been over 2 years and i get flashbacks. with a word that comes to mind and instantly i'm seeing him and hearing his voice with that word he used so much in the context of abuse, deflection and violent sex.

and i realize more lies now. and that he's talked three women, that i know of, into leaving their husbands for him. and more things i couldn't look at when they were going on.

my mind drifts and i feel like language is my enemy.