The New Squeeze
The New Squeeze
I've just had a zing moment. My N is a jerk. A pure live awful horrible jerk. He can't love. He was never going to bring me out with friends and family. Ever. He doesn't see one woman as more valuable over another. We are all templates to him, it doesn't matter what we look what, who is prettier, who is thinner. He doesn't care.
He is still LD with the GF. And he has a new squeeze he is doing the same things to her as to me and the GF. He is deleting wall posts on FB she wrote. He is covering his tracks big this time because I caught him out last time and now he is more careful about his FB and online profiles so people don't figure him out. The GF is overseas, this is going to be easier for him to mask.
This has helped me move on because now there is no hope and I see him no longer as a yearning. He isn't going to change. Ever. This is who he is. He doesn't love his GF. He doesn't love me. He doesn't love the new squeeze. That poor girl is about to go through what we all know is a downward spiral. She probably knows nothing of N's. She is pretty and young with long hair and prob innocent and maybe never been in love before.
He is about to tear her apart. She is about to go through what I went through. Up and down. Push and pull. He is going to reel her in and promise her the world and then run. And then come back. And then run. And then come back. He isn't going to let go of his GF either, she has something he wants, maybe money. He isn't going to bring this new squeeze out with friends and family. He is very firm about who plays what role which is why he insists on using fake e-mail addresses and names for his whores, it cements the role.
He will never change. Ever. I am not jealous of this girl. I wish I could warn her but I can't. I'm not jealous or envious. She is about to be torn apart and I am afraid and sad for her. He is going to destroy that poor girl.
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Exposure Websites
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Thanks Barbara
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Good idea
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him, he, his...
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let's do it.
I was warned by his exwife
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