The way he smelled...
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Jul 26 - 9PM
The way he smelled...
I miss the way he smelled. I miss feeling his arms around me. I miss the way I felt everytime I saw him, I just adored him. His charming shyness. The way he looked at me. AND TO SIT HERE THRU THE TEARS AND KNOW IT WAS ALL A HUGE FUCKING LIE, ALL OF IT. HOW DO THEY DO IT? WHY DID IT ALL SEEM SOOOOOO REAL? I never felt so much love for anyone or FROM anyone. How insane is that? I AM SICK AND FUCKING TIRED OF FEELING THIS WAY. WHY DO I "MISS" A MAN THAT DID THE PAINFUL THINGS HE DID AND SAID??? WHY??? DO I ASK GOD???????? WHAT WOULD HIS ANSWER BE?? WHY DID GOD LET ME GO THRU THIS? WHAT WOULD HIS ANSWER BE???
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Thank you, April. I read
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