My turn...CRASH!!!! I feel like a hypocrite!
My turn...CRASH!!!! I feel like a hypocrite!
I almost feel like a hyporcrite....I've been feeling much stronger and just better all around so I've been offering my support and uplifting advise to all of you!!! That's what this forum is all about! It's always been part of my nature to help others and I thoroughly enjoy it....if only I could help myself!!!! Frustrating!!
I will allow myself to crash tonite. Went to the gym where I am bound to run into the exN, I refuse to change my daily routines, I will not allow him to dictate my life , ...Im always ready and confident for a possible run in..but tonite I was like a freakin mouse waiting for the cat to arrive..so I left early. Then I find out from my brother, who is my lawyer representing me in suing the exN for the money he owes me, that the exN is being difficult and appears to be avoiding meeting with my brother to settle out of court.....I really dont want to go to court and drag this on...but I feel if I dont do it now...he will feel like he won because after all, he is purposely avoiding the meeting so that I do give up and let him off....I also had a bad day at work today...and I feel like I cant do anything right....
I just commented on someone elses post that money does not by happiness...Ive told people to forget about getting back at them....Ive told people to just move forward and cut their losses....Ive told people to focus on themselves so they can begin to love themselves again.....
This is why I feel like a hypocrite....and Im sorry....just having a weak freakin moment...and Im disappointed in myself...
You see....during the process...you still CAN fall flat on your face...It doesnt happen as often, but it still happens.
ENOUGH ALREADY!!!!
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