15 DAYS OF NC

Today is day 15 of NC for me, never thought I would make it this far, the emotional roller coaster that this has put me on, has for a lack of a better word SUCKED.. I am starting to feel much better as I gain a better understanding of just what kind of person he is, I miss him alot less than I did last week. Sometimes I look back and think about things and the red flags were there I was just to blind to see them, because I thought he hung the moon. I am glad I am starting to see them now, it has been 4 weeks since I left him and I feel that some of the fog is starting to lift. I know that I am still going to have those days but hopefully they will become less and less as this goes on....