3 steps forward and 1back

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#1 Sep 7 - 12AM
Bella10
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3 steps forward and 1back

Feel like I've gone back today. Have felt really strong and empowered. It is coming up to one year since he ditched me for ow. So feeling a bit raw at the moment.
Has texted about catching up...thought was to do with organizing property settlement. After being very strong I did cave and texted back a brief message asking reason he needed to speak with me.
Have not heard back from him and I sent text 4 hours ago. I guess he is showing me now. I have just given him the opportunity to ignore me. Feel silly but I will need to make some contact so that this sham of a marriage can be over.
So strange not talking or interacting with someone you have been with for over 20 years.
The finality of it all does make me sad sometimes. But I will get strong again and stop wasting my energy on someone who doesn't want to be with me. This site is truly amazing and I thank you all again and again. Even though it's nearly been a year I am finding such support and comfort from you all at the moment. It is a lifeline.

Sep 7 - 5AM
Deidre99
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I wouldn't view this as a

Sep 7 - 11AM (Reply to #2)
Bella10
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Thank you Deidre, I think