57 days NC.... Why do I still feel shit???
I'm ok with the everyday life stuff.... I barely cry, I'm ok around people, I have lots of good days, I don't want I contact him, but I still feel shit.
I can't move forward in promoting my own business cause it ties bck to my self esteem... Which I have none of. Why would anyone want to work with me??
Oh.... It's exhausting :(
I just want to feel better about life, and have the faith in myself.
I hate that the N took that away from me.