Am I irreversibly Screwed up?
Am I irreversibly Screwed up?
I have a terrible fear I am never going to be in a relationship with a man that loves me for who I am. I am not needy but I am sick of being alone. Everyday, I go home, go the gym and hang out by myself unless I go to a resturant and sit at the bar and grab a quick bite to eat or I am out with work. I have been on dates but I suck at dating. Most of them come from people I meet at work functions.
I am not one to jump into bed with someone right away. I guess waiting for at least a few weeks to date and get to know someone before jumping into bed with them doesnt happen. I never considered myself old fashion but if thats the new standard then I guess thats who I am.
I am an attractive 28 year girl. I am confident, athletic, successful and intelligent yet I fear that I will be a woman that ends up alone. When I want to have kids I will adopt or get artifically insemenated. This is the shit I think about.
Am I permanently screwed up? This man was such a lunatic and I know that!! Its not about him now its about the aftermath of what has gone on. My fears of never wanting to or being capable of opening up again.
I read the book THE SECRET. A little modern day phylosophy never hurt anyone but it says things like you are only as happy as you want to be. Its about changing your way thinking in order to get things you want. You are not supposed to sit around and have thoughts like, I dont want to think about him. You are supposed to think about what you do want in life. I am just scared about never having a family or being able to express my love the way i did with him.
What the hell is wrong with me?
Try the book "Weight Loss
cAROLYN
Courtney
F-E-A-R
Am I irreversibly Screwed up?
and another thing...
Positive thinking/ law of attraction
itreallyisabouthim
Was referring to
it's dangerous and idiotic IMHO
Bad things happen to good people
bad thing/ bad people
http://hubpages.com/hub/Married-to-a-Narcissist?preview
nolongercontrolled
grassot
Being alone forever
courtney
I can empathize
Am I irreversibly Screwed up?
no
No Sure
I agree with Barbara that