Big Hoover Day
Big Hoover Day
Hi All,
It's been about 45 days NC for me. Nothing on his part, except his visits to neighbor and nothing on my part. This is what I got at 12:04 am last night (All text). I don't know if he is aware that I'm off work or not but I do normally get up around 5am so first of all RUDE!
ExN: Still Vindictive?
Me: No response but start thinking....Me Vindictive? What the hell did I do. Why are you trying to start of a conversation with me an insult? Oh yeah, to provoke a respone. Oh I wanted to say something but I thought to my self Contact=Pain / NC=Fuck You
Ten minutes later.
ExN: I have done my best to give you space and distance.
Me: No response but now I'm starting to get angry and really want to say something. I'm thinking...WTF you are giving me space and distance? You dumped me like a fucking hot potatoe. Why would you be giving ME space and distance. And a whole other slew of things were going threw my head. So I say over and over in my head NC=FUCK YOU.
10 hours later.
ExN: Bye
Me: No response, ran here. So he goes back to being rude again all in three text messages he does the whole D&D thing. I'm thinking he's trying to elicite a response just so he can see if he can find a crack in the door. Right? First be mean...oh that'll fire her up. Then play the pity party...oh maybe she'll bite. Then Dismiss me again because I didn't play.
Is he trying to warn me that he's done doing me the great favor of leaving me alone and that now he's going to start making his presence known? Do I care? I feel like he's saying that now he is going to re-nig (of course he will) on his word to stay away from me. (I promise I won't stalk you or your mom when going out or running errands). Is he just trying to spool me up? Do I care? Ugh! What a loser.
Let me tell you. I've had a rough couple of days and was so very tempted to text him back. But I didn't. I didn't I didn't. I just delted the thread and ran here.
Thanks for listening.
BtrflyGrl
Such a typical cycle.
I'm SO PROUD of you!
guess trouble in paradise
Thanks Diedre
haha yes, it's mind
You got it, Btrfly!
spinning
Thank you all for responding
Job well Done!!!
Right! Getting my attention
who cares?
I think he was running low on supply...
Good for you