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#1 Jun 9 - 6AM
helldweller
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blog help

Hi guys--

I'm being told to remove details about the judge from my blog and photos of him from my facebook page BY AN ANONYMOUS poster on my blog. I took out his name and his child's first name (which were both only used maybe twice anyway). It's so pathetic. It's using legal jargon. They are talking about how I am violating the privacy of his son. I told them that was not a proper forum to make requests of me, especially anonymously. And told the person to have the judge do his own dirty work with his name behind it. Then, I wrote this, which I'd love to post, because whoever it is thinks he is father of the year. They said I would hear from the "Proper authorities" if I didn't do what they said:

"Yes, hearing from anyone "proper"--especially in a proper venue and not on a blog--would be excellent.

To clarify, as it says at the header: this blog is not for my benefit, it's for the child of the 433, his other women, and for the other victims helplessly waiting to be attacked by this animal. Hopefully the child will be taken away and put in the Hindsdale home with his little brother and a proper mother and fother who wanted him, too, away from this spoiled and deviant ass who refused to give him up and who only wants him as a prop because he's too much of a coward--just like all of you--to have a real child with a real partner. Who's mind-screwing him every day to have no conception of women, family or home.

FYI, too, the really bad stuff isn't even on here, because I want to spare my poor family the gruesome details. Ask your buddy about the time he insisted on coming over before I had to go to parent teacher conference at the very school his child attends as well. He made me get on all fours while he stuck what I assumed was his fist in me. I was crying and begging him to stop and he just told me to shut up or else he'd know I didn't love him. I was in so much pain but he finally let me go. I went to the conference and I was in so much pain with tears in my eyes. I felt like there was something wrong with me and thought, "My god, he did something to me with his fist." I went to the bathroom and something was pressing so hard and I felt like something was inside me. I had to push so hard I couldn't breathe and I thought I was going to die. He had put three apples in my vagina, shoving them all the way up into me so that they were lodged deeply. And then he said, "Good luck at the parent teacher conference" and left. Later, he said, "Oh, I thought I took those out."

A model father, don't you think?

(They had told me to take out his name, after I did)"Judge Panarese? Who's he? That's not who this blog is about. You should be more careful about the assumptions you make and the subsequent threats you lodge against people."

I think this is a bit graphic to post, as it is linked to my facebook profile, but I'd love to get one more very public jab in about this pig. What do you guys think?

Jun 9 - 7AM
Littleone
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Omg, how truly soul

Omg, how truly soul destroying and awful. It probably Is for the best just to take them down. You will need get the validation and respect for him or his cronies. That's the hardest part about going through something like this, they have loyal followers. Take your validation from us ok, he's a disgusting pig who doesn't deserve the toilet paper you wiped your bottom with.
Jun 9 - 7AM
helldweller
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oh forgot

I just want to clarify that there are no names in this blog anymore. They still want me to remove details like that he is a judge in our county and details about people he knows--no names there, either. What really pisses me off is that they are trying to get me to do stuff without actually addressing me as a person, you know? They are making it clear that I am not important enough to make a request to. Like I have five photos of us together on facebook, two have the little boy in them. He can't just say, "Helldweller, please remove those photos from facebook. I don't want them there" and I would remove them because that's the law. But typically, whoever this is cannot even identiy themselves and of course, has to have facebook do the dirty work for them. I'm sure this is because there is another woman now and they are trying to get rid of any evidence of me that might impair the relationship, especially since the photos of from last summer and he probably trying to pretend I'm a psycho judge-groupie who he was never involved with. The goofy thing is: I was jujst about to take this blog down because I've really moved on. This just pisses me off though. As if to say, "How dare you remember anything I did to you?" "HOw dare you pretend I was part of your life when I no longer want you?" And they all back him up. There were a total of three profiles created. I think each one is one of his family members.
Jun 9 - 7AM
wacaet
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OMG< what a evil man he

OMG< what a evil man he is!! as much as you'd like to, I think I'd refrain especially since it links to your fb page