Do they ever sit and think we want them to contact us?
Do they ever sit and think we want them to contact us?
I admit im still struggling along this path...today is another tough day. I told my therapist yesterday I just felt stuck. Im not sure the therapist fully understands N's. He said this guy wants to keep running.
Like i have posted before in the past XN has made contact before now....this time he has not. He was the one to cut me off completely supposedly because of hurtful words I said to him. They were hurtful, but not unforgivable.
Do they ever sit there and think oh i bet she wants me to contact her? I was able to witness his last interaction with the online OW...and he said he would never contact her ever again...am I now in that category as well?
I know contact in any form will set me back...it just seemed in the past when he stayed in my life it was easier.
I also read an old journal entry last nite after the D&D in March...and he said that if I cared anything about him I would not kick him out of my life.
but yet it is ok for him to do it to me. I struggle with this... he said to me when i talked to him almost two months ago...he was going no contact for both of us because of the horrible fighting. (do i belive that.
destiny
that is right i forgot about
destiny
I have a pretty good
destiny