How do I regain my dignity?
How do I regain my dignity?
He had the last word after the hoover by going silent again this summer after he left this city.
I admit I had an emotional meltdown after my accident in July and left a message crying to him and he could hear how raw I still was - not fun for a Narc.
After I healed, I broke contact again and texted I missed him and lets just say hello.
He never called or texted again after I was in ER this summer.
By the way friends, I have not been to ER or a hospital in 30 years but have been there twice this year because I do a dangerous sport...I live alone so it was traumatic both times recovering and just bad luck to have it happen twice - I did the sport 10 years without even one bad accident and I am not someone who is used to being incapacitated.
Besides going NC, how to move on with head up when he abandoned me twice? I feel rejected all over again even though I have studied this stuff intensely, my feelings are still very hurt - very hurt.
Please take heed and do not break contact with these fellows unless you want a set back. No good can come from it, I promise you that you will not be the exception...I think I have finally learned a lesson that NOTHING is more important than our emotional health and stability. I am sane now but still quite sad.
these posts are beautiful
Dear IFGI
What a beautiful reminder
Wow...so true.
Good point Winter, just
Journey on...
youre spot on winter
im so sorry
Beautifully said...
winter
validation and the inner critic