How the N is thinking about U and how to resent him less...
How the N is thinking about U and how to resent him less...
I posted a reply to a question on this forum. They were moved by my response and they told me I should post it. So, I decided to. Here it is...Why does a N not appreciate his partner when the partner gave her all and plus some. My explanation from my research is...The N did know that his partner was a perfect catch for his needs to be filled. At least that is how he felt when he first met you. The reason he was attracted to you is exactly why you were with the N's in your life and I was with mine. We were great or perfect in their eyes. We were extensions to the N's false self of perfection. They end up resenting you, for the very traits that attracted them to you. They like your self sacrificial ways that served them well, but they resent you for wanting to be closer and more giving to them. They also resent that they are so dependent on you for their false ego needs. Their true self doesn't feel worthy. Their false self is grandiose. Their true self is shame based with deep self loathing. How could you love a person like me? You must be an inferior being to put up with me, but I depend on you for NS. Therefore, I resent the dependency I have on you. It is your fault that I can and do depend on you. I depended on my mother who wasn't able to love me. You don't love me either, and I don't love you, but I need you for NS. I need my NS partner, but I hate them. I resent you now for having the qualities that I don't possess and never will. So, I have to resent my source "you" too for my dependency needs. That is what goes on in the N's head...When you pull back, and take care of yourself with less co-dependency, you will be able to make some changes and add more boundaries. Without more boundaries in place we become willing prey to the preditor. So, be less giving and pleasing (co-dependent) So, you lessen the blow or chance that PD's will mistreat or dispose of you anymore. You give less to them...you lose less. Then, you resent less because you didn't sacrifice yourself too much. Then, you give the power back to yourself where it belonged in the first place instead of handing it over to the N. This is how I am going to handle all of my relationships from now on even with non narcs because it is a healthier way for me to live...simply put...
WOW... seriously...Virginia..
Good Morning Freaked
Virginia...
Great Commentary
Well said Juliamarie...
Yep, that about says it
Hunter...Thanks for confirming...
Understanding it is key..
The amazing Hunter is one of
How I get myself involved in
:)
I will keep my fingers and toes crossed for you :)