I found out that my mother was also a narrcassist
I found out that my mother was also a narrcassist
I have been away from my ex for over 2 years it will be 3 years later on this year, While I was learning about the sickness, I realized that my mother also was one, I did not know it before, But it all made sense to me after I looked back on my childhood and the emotional as well physical abuse, You could never win with her and she was always sadistic and sarcastic, I dont remember alot of my childhood because of the abuse, I was put up for adoption at birth, So I have alot of abandonment issues and I suffer complex ptsd, I was also with 2 very abusive men that I had married, I am not trying to have any one feel sorry for me that is not my intention, I know alot of people have had it alot worse off then me, I am just trying to share my story and in hopes of getting some advice, I go to counseling and they say I am bipolar which I take medicine for, I dont want people to judge me or be afraid of me for that PLEASE, I may also be borderline and from what I have read people think that narrcassists and borderlines are both terrible people, I dont know for sure if I am borderline because bipolar people have the same features as bpd, I dont try to manipulate people, I am a very loving sensitive person, I have a very empathatic spirit, When someone is in pain or an animal is suffering I feel there pain, I am not selfish or selfcentered, I am sorry this letter is so long, I dont talk to my mother and I am wondering if the NC should be for them as well as the ex N's in our life, I dont like to talk to her because when ever I do, I feel like a black cloud is over my head and I get depressed, So I avoid it as much as possible, Thank you for reading
hey there
My 2 stepsisters have bipolar
Thank you Dee30
im sorry for what you went
Sorry for you pain
People should be able to be honest without being judged
Bipolar
TooSoft
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