I just need to vent a little

I am healing, I am learning many painful things about myself and why I have attracted toxic people to my life, I am working on my PSTD, my teen daughter started therapy, my baby is growing up and I waiting for my divorce to be final. I feel that this is the final stretch, we have gone to countless hearings and pre-trials and narc2 manages to bamboozle the judge with his pity party and stupid questions, confusing everyone and basically prolonging the process. He basically doesn’t agree with the amount he has to pay for child support and claims wanting to get thru with divorce but doesn’t sign final agreement. I came of out of the court with a headache because of all the BS he was saying, but unlike before I am not experiencing any anxiety or emotions whatsoever, I just want this “freak show” to end, we are scheduled to go back in 6 months, let’s see what happens then.
I do realized that staying married to a narc is ten times worse than divorcing him because at least I know that eventually I will be completely free.
Thanks for letting me vent here.
Grymel