I still don't get it
I still don't get it
I've been on this site for the longest time. I've spent more than 2 years of my life endlessly scouring the Internet reading everything I can about npd and psychopathy I cognitively understand it all and I can reel it off to my friends until they look at me like I'm insane !! So why am I still here ? Why am I know further on ? Why do I still return to the man when I see clearly what he is (mostly). What's wrong with me ? Why do I still want to reach out to him ? I fear him I pity him I feel guilty I feel so many conflicting emotions at times and at other times I feel nothing. I feel dead. I've been strong I've been weak and right now I just feel defeated. I know I am in the worst kind of denial but I honestly don't feel I can do it. I go nc but I always give in. Too many times. I'm ashamed to still be posting this. I don't see anybody here who was here when I was first here who hasn't moved on. I feel so used to this now that without his abuse I have a sense of unreality that I can't cope with. Am I abnormal ?
agree
The solution is very simple
I know hunter
remember this too... he's
So true
lol then, why go
All of your comments are spot on
indenial
No
I feel your pain..
which part of NC is confusing you?
One thing that helps me
Thank You DawnWins
please put yourself first
indenial have you ever gone
Excellent advice for LoserFree
you have to be ready to accept what you had.
Yep cut my losses and move on
Indenial I don't want to
I don't know your story, indenial
Because you haven't solved
You're so right
Wow, D,
well, you'd think that,