I want to die
I want to die
How will I ever heal? My screenname is one I picked to show hope but the truth is I have very little. I can only see darkness and despair caused by him. I have his child in my belly and only pain can come from 18+ years of having to deal with visitations, etc. Then he will leave her millions of dollars when he dies but my son (his stepson) who he treated horribly will have nothing as a further reminder of how my son and I were second class. How will I ever love my son enough so that he won't feel this pain each time a visitation takes place the he does not go on and then even in the evil Narc's death he still gets to hurt my son again - something he will relish because he so blatantly hated this poor seven year old boy for the simply fact that I loved him and he was jealous. Someone, please help. I want to die so there is no future like this. What other way is there? I feel there is no hope to hang on to. I need to get out of this life but I can't leave my son all alone either. I am trapped in this life! I wish God would just take me. :(
I am sorry for you pain
HELP!!! IS HE REALLY A NARC OR AM I ???!!!?
HealedOne
Thank you, Used..
HealedOne
Thanks again, Used
I hear your pain
Not sure
HealedOne
I am so sorry or your pain.
Can't imagine your pain...
It sounds as if you are in
I agree with the helpful posts
Pumpkin
I am Sorry
I too felt just like you 3 months ago