I was doing so well yesterday I thought, then did a couple of things I'm not too proud of. I'm turning into a good little liar where my ex narc is concerned.
Apparently, today is moving day for my narc - to ber moved into the OW's house. My number was on an old moving contract which since he'd already paid the deposit decided to use it for his purposes, and then truck driver called me yesterday afternoon - before I knew it, I was telling him that contract had been cancelled. Last I had of it, the driver was going to talk to his boss.
Knowing he's actually moving in with her (he wouldn't move in with me), I couldn't sleep last night. My brain was hyper all night, and I couldn't hardly get to sleep. Maybe late, late I finally fell asleep and have had perhaps two hours of sleep.
I kept trying to get my mind off his situation, to make my mind block out thoughts of him, but no go. Here I am now still dwelling on that narc bastard. When will this roller coaster ever end? It's been a little over 2 1/2 months sincxe the D&D. I'm so tired of this!