I wish he would just get out of my head!!!!
I wish he would just get out of my head!!!!
I know that recovery takes a long time with a break up with a disordered exN, but I wish my head would just stop spinning!!! As some of you know I did not go to my son's soccer games this weekend for fear he would be there with his new OW. Sure enough he was!!!! Making sure he told my mother and my ex husband and my kids hello! What an ass!!!! I can't stand him!!!! He treated my like utter shit and then left!!!! Of course the blame is on me because I am the crazy one!!! He has moved on like nothing has ever happened! I'm trying to stay away from this crazy sick man, and I am missing out on life because of his abuse!!!
I went out with friends on Saturday and Sunday had the whole day to myself. I usually like being alone, but I am starting to get lonely. I am enjoying the peace and quiet, but I miss companionship. My friend gave me a really good book to read and it has helped me spiritually. I just want this monster out of my head!!!! I'm tired of going through the motions and the pain. It is just hard for me to understand how someone can do this to anyone!!!
I know I am a great person, and I want to get in touch with God more now that I have been through this. I am just ready to move on and not let him get to me anymore! Thanks for listening.
OMGosh, if my xN doesn't
Hi Ali!
TigerLily, How do I go about
Kaleah laRoche I think describes it really well
Thank you tigerlily! I will
They call you what bugs them most
You are soooo right! He told
Got any pictures of him? Put
LOL
Narc-B-Q
Thanks!
ali my sweet, I
spinning
It's not time for him to be
Constantly on my mind
Thank you darling girl. I am
Sparrow has begun eviction