"intimacy" with the Narc
"intimacy" with the Narc
Hi, I am new here... I will post my story later, but I need to be reminded how it feels AFTER intimacy / sex with a Narc. For me it always felt like I fell into this big black dark scary abyss. I always felt like the only way to end this scary pain of being in the abyss, was to end my own life. Does that make sense?
Now, I certainly don't EVER want to feel like that again..
And that's what I try to remind myself of whenever I feel tempted to do it 'one last time'. A few days ago I read on this forum about someone who wrote something like "it's not worth it".
Are there more people here who've felt/ feel like this? Is this unusual? It's so hard to resist temptation and I really need reminders to stay strong.
Thank you.
Alissa
p.s. He lives very nearby.
Hi Alissa
hi Timtam
Throughout my entire association with the ex-P
It makes perfect sense!
Tigerlily
I think it`s the cog. diss.
yes that's how I feel
Alissa i'm in the same boat...
Ash
i admit
no doubt in my mind...
Back and Forth