Just discovered my husband is narcissist
Just discovered my husband is narcissist
Yesterday I finally realised that I have been in an emotional and verbally abusive marriage for some years. My husband always very cleverly turned everything around and blamed everything on me, everything was my fault. He started out as the man of my dreams slowly turning to my worst nightmare.
I cannot believe I got played and he knowingly treated me so badly. He withdrew from me emotionally, never a hug, a kiss anything and when I asked why he said "if I was nicer to him" he would give me affection.
He would have sudden outbursts of anger always screaming in my face and it was always my fault. Last weekend he threw me out of our room into the spare room because he could! When I told one of my girlfriends he went mental. How could I tell anyone about our relationship, how could I lie! He had not done anything hurtful or horrible to me, im a liar and he does not want people to think he is nasty.
He twists everything and for years I thought it was all my fault until this past week. It was like I had slowly woken up from a bad dream and I saw him for the toxic person he is. He has sucked the life out of me. I have no self esteem or confidence and I dont know who I am anymore. I look in the mirror and I no longer know the reflection that stares back.
I know our marriage is over and I have to build a new life for myself. I just think I am one of the lucky ones, someone that finally saw the narcissist for what he is.
I agree! You are blessed to
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just discovered my husband is a narcissist
It does get better....
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