Just when I think things are going OK - there xN is

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#1 Mar 21 - 9AM
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Just when I think things are going OK - there xN is

And while it's not a big deal, I was still a bit stunned at my physical and emotional reaction. I continue to wait for the day where I have neither of those.

We were driving home from picking up my kids from school through our town. And as I was pulling up to the street to make a right turn there xN was in his car sitting at the light.

He hasn't lived in my town for probably 2 years now. He doesn't go to any meetings in my town. I am about 98% he associates with no one in my town and my very first thought was WHAT THE F*()*&(* ARE YOU EVEN DOING HERE YOU DICK!

I don't know if he saw us or not. I didn't stare, I didn't even have to sit at the light because I had the right of way so we went. My kids noticed him and my oldest said "what would he even be doing here Mom?" I said "I don't know" and kept on driving.

I am doing alot better but i still really really wish he would go away. The mere sight of him stirs up stupid thoughts. I hate it. I think well where is his woman? Why isn't he with her? Why isn't he married yet? Why is he here? What is his purpose?

I know his mother lives in my town so maybe he was going to see her. Who knows. Who really cares. My stomach turned for a bit but I had things to do and put all my focus on them and just got on with it.

I hate that it still gets to me after 8 months. I really am pretty pissed off about that. And I'm pretty pissed off that that SOB is still buzzing around in a town he really has no ties to at all. His whole thing was to leave. And I had urges to cyber stalk him again.

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Mar 21 - 10AM
Janie53
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R3

Mar 21 - 10AM
sparky
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My exs mom lives in my town

Mar 21 - 9AM
Used
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Mar 21 - 11AM (Reply to #2)
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No cyber Stalking LOL