Making your decisions based on him
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Jun 25 - 12PM
Making your decisions based on him
Does anyone still make their decisions based on what they think he would like/want etc?
I know by doing this we still make it about him. I also realized its part of the root of my panic attacks. Now that I am making different decisions and trying new things out, I begin to panic if I feel it's not something he would like/approve of and he'll hate me for doing it. It sounds pathetic I know but I realize my brain has literally been programmed to react this, and I had no idea till I was able to reflect, truly.
I think we all have done
Yes, with material things.
Me too
I could have written this.
omg,i did that too, with the
all about him. all about THEM.
Absolutely
Ugh, yes.
to ziggy and done, the
spinning
The best comes out of you,
DING DING
A trigger.....
Aww I had to do that. I was
Bump, DS!
That makes two of us. Every
I'm afraid I've done that...
Wow, what an ass. He wanted
I think...
I love the way you wrote
yep sort of like a child with