My Narcissist landed me in the ER last night!
My Narcissist landed me in the ER last night!
Ladies, I am 100% done. As God as my witness. Today I got his number blocked and am fililng for divorce next week.
He called to tell me that he is leaving for Europe last night with a bunch of guys from the gym that I've never met to "relax." What????? And he's been on MY BACK DAILY for money!! But he can afford to fly to Europe?? I'm sure it's to get prostitutes and do coke. When I expressed concern (as we are very, newly separated) he said, "Quit grilling me! Why can't you just be happy for me for once?!"
I was crying on the phone and he said, "See you do this every time!!! You can't just be NORMAL!!! You're normal for like 5 minutes then you have to start crying!!! STOP CRYING!!!! Why don't you take up a hobby or something. Everything is fine. This is ridiculous. I go to the gym, you need to do something too. Look what you are doing!! See, this is WHY we can't work things out. It's not working!!! You're either a cold hearted bitch or a crying mess!!!" He was screaming this at the tops of his lungs. He then said, "Sheeww I'm sorry I just can't help it sometimes. I love you and I'm sorry and I want you to know that."
I told him NOT to call me when he gets back from Europe and he said, "Then you'll show me how you really feel!!!" What? Because I won't take his abuse anymore? I was sobbing uncontrollably while driving.
I went home and started having major chest pains, and my heart started pounding out of control, then my heart actually STOPPED beating a few times. I drove MYSELF to the ER. They put me on an EKG, my blood pressure was sky high, my pulse rate was 110 just lying down. They took my blood pressure 3 times and it didn't go down. I was having severe anxiety due to this stress. The doctor said whatever my mind is going through right now, my heart is reacting...and I have to get this under control. I was put on meds, given a shrink's name and sent home.
Listen to me ladies, never will I EVER let a man get me to that point again in my lifetime. Never. This was the final straw.
Jodie
You don't need a shrink
use this time
He was stalking me. He found
"Cry now because you lost him or cry later because you have him."
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"Cry now because you lost him or cry later because you have him."
Jodie