NARCS ARE EVIL POWER PLAYING SON OF BITCHES...

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#1 May 27 - 4AM
Qing Yuan
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NARCS ARE EVIL POWER PLAYING SON OF BITCHES...

Narcs love power.

I’m at fault by pestering him for the money he supposed to give me.
Texts, calls and voice mails.
Maybe I do it to keep a line alive between us. MAYBE??
I reckon I have a stupid habit of doing that. And I know that I happier without him but I do think that I get in touch for this reason more often than I need too. But I fear his pot head unreliability.
I have paid hundreds in the past because of his apathy.
I suspect that it is more to do with how unreliable he is.
I HATE HIM.
I tried to call him 5 odd times today to check whether the money was on route and he texted..
‘Please stop this, I shall see you later’
I burst into tears for the first time in months.
He says he will give me the cash but he is laid back and does not make any effort to get it in early or on time.
I fear the penalties and that he doesn’t care about.
He loves the power.
I have to learn to go NO CONTACT in a much more powerful way.
It’s impossible with a child and financial agreements because he changes the boundaries and agreements all the time.
I HATE HIM..
Today I feel burdened with the hate.
I want to go far away from him and take my son and one day I will.
NARCS ARE EVIL POWER PLAYING SON OF BITCHES...