ONE MONTH NC HAS GIVEN ME ALL THE ANSWERS
ONE MONTH NC HAS GIVEN ME ALL THE ANSWERS
ONE MONTH NC HAS GIVEN ME ALL THE ANSWERS
"I had a relationship with a psychopath"!!! I say that now with a different perspective than when I said it while involved with him. It has a different impact on me now that I am out. What I feel in my heart now is freedom from a sick bondage that took away all meaning to my life and existence. I suffered because of his disorder he inflicted on me. That is the choice we make when we stay with them, to live a life of continual emotional pain or free yourself and live a life that is among those that are NOT pathologically disordered.
There were some pretty exciting things that came with their pathology (for awhile anyway) but unfortunately you get the WHOLE NASTY Package with them, the good side (which they never really had) fades away pretty fast, anything you thought was SOOOO wonderful in the relationship always goes away, did you ever wonder WHY? Because it was never REAL thats why ladies, and what was real is what you get stuck with in the middle, to the very end, that part stays because THAT is the ONLY part that is real. Truth being the real man you have always been with has always been a rotten, mean, lying, cheating, perverted SOB. The truth always prevails sooner or later, just like anything foreign in your body will work it self out or get infected. They are foreign and if you stay with them sooner or later you will get infected so to speak.
Feels good to get rid of the infection he personally gave my life for so many years. Stay NC ladies, its the only way to get healthy again x0x0x0
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victimnomore
Congrats on your N/C
NLB
I do not want the peace which passeth understanding, I want the understanding which bringeth peace.
--Helen Keller
Neverlookback
Thank you Lisa
NLB!!
Sherbear
neverlookback
Got any tips for my hard head and raging mouth? :)
neverlookback
Sara
NLB
The best weapon ever devised is SILENCE
stay~strong