Paranoia......Help!
Paranoia......Help!
Help! I am having periods of paranoia where I am suddenly panic stricken that the exNH/emotionally abusive a**hole is going to some how find a way to hurt me again. He was very overtly abusive. NO ONE and I mean NO ONE would believe it unless married to/living with him. He is a marital thearpist of all things! And I am finding myself becoming fearful more and more and I don't know why. I am 27 days NC and am having ZERO problem not contacting him and he has not attempted to contact me (thank g*d) but I have this doom and gloom paranoid feeling. I just read the article posted about abuse and found this part to be particularly helpful:
"This is a subtle form of terrorism, because abuse victims are often very emotionally (if not physically) afraid of their abusers once they wake up."
And I have finally "awoken" and am finding myself more afraid and paranoid now. Has anyone else had this experience?
It was intense in the
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This is normal. I have PTSD
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