please dont be mad..
please dont be mad..
I feel so embarrassed and ashamed and actually poorly and exhausted.
I was doing so well,trying so hard.Then he hoovers me harder than ever.says we are together we always have been,then when i say to him "you basically cheated on me again then?If you say we've always been together but you have slept with 3 girls then that is cheating?"
He didn't reply to that text,instead he calls..
Accusing me of being with some guy saying i have been with men etc, i said a firm no that i am and have not and that i'm home alone in bed ill,but because he was drunk he started calling me a liar. Notice how he never answered my question in the text message i sent. I hung up.
He text this morning saying a load of bull. "i was very drunk last night it's not the right time etc,i do love you and miss you, you're the only girl i want. I'm going to (it's a place i don't know if i am allowed to say on here, but i took him to that city but we didnt have time to see that particular place that HE wanted to see, so he had a rage and ran away leaving me on my own even though i had planned a full day out for us) but i will be thinking about you." Bearing in mind he had told me in s text lsst night he wouldnt ever go to that place without me. i replied..
"you should be ashamed of yourself for saying you wanted me last night and that we were still together only to turn around like i said you would, the next day, and find any excuse of why it's not right, right now. You need to leave me alone i'm tired of you pulling and pushing me. It's sick when you know how much i want you. Take care and have a great birthday. I wont be replying anymore i told you it hurts too much. Love you too, always."
I feel im at square one again and its my own fault because he knows i have been distant from him recently.
Any feedback i would appreciate. Thanks x
I believe you :) Think i'm
Deidre
yep. that's exactly what they
Deidre
you sound in better spirits
EJ; I want to underscore the
Deidre
I love your username, by the
Deidre
You sound like such a sweet
You can't erase last night.
Oh my god Layla i am so so
Thank you El.........
Goldie
Don't beat yourself
Layla
Blocking him.......
Big sister advice..........
ruby
I don't know
eleanorjean