REALIZING MY WORTH

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#1 Apr 10 - 10PM
CNTBRKME
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REALIZING MY WORTH

You know what I miss the most? not the N but the old me that eventually faded away with this stupid relationship. For a little while I was thinking that it would be impossible for me to be there again. Well things are looking different. I realize now that I am a survivor and that worst has already happened and there is no room to go back down. I'm really happy that I found this web site one night lost in thoughts of misery I realized that all my relationships have been with the same kind of N. I wanted change to make sense of it all I typed in addicted to violence and this web site came out. It all made sense to me and what makes more sense to me is being able to relate, to stop beating myself up with the could have's and realize it was a figment of my imagination, and I'm glad it's over with. I have to thank God that he left cause it gave me what I needed to get. It's crazy cause he even moved out of state, and told a friend of ours he's coming back. I hope he stays gone and even if he would come back. I love ME more, and will not fall for his twisted game again. Plus I feel like I'm coming to life again why mess that up?