returned his Christmas gifts
returned his Christmas gifts
I returned all my N's Christmas gifts this week. I had really put a lot of thought into them and really couldn't wait to return them it has all made me so angry. I was glad to get the cash and I spent that money on myself instead. My son is done and I figured I would do a better job buying myself something than the N ever could.
I can't believe I had the energy to return what I had. I surprised myself that I didn't do what I would normally do and keep that stuff just in case. Or because I didn't have the energy. I did it and it's done.
I don't have a fond memory of Christmas with the N because he created drama for every single Holiday. I am just pushing through and trying very hard. It's hard to not look at my phone for emails though. It's like I am waiting for him to say something else. I hope he doesn't. I have absolutely no way of looking at his fb now so that's very very good. Just feel alone. Something I need to deal with.
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