Say what you want. He DID win. He always wins.

He ALWAYS wins. Both marriages ended in divorce. He spent 35k to CRUSH exwife 2. He HAS to win. All his ex GF's were crushed. Including me. It is NEVER his fault. I was supposed to be THE ONE. THE ONE he has waited on forever. (We had two long term affairs, twenty years apart.). He destroyed his last long term GF. She and I have become friends. I mean this....he always comes out on top. He is smug and arrogant and looks down on you for going off the deep end. He still has his big house, nice car, great job....got it all (no friends, of course.). He and his new woman look down at me and all the pain I went through and I know they think I AM A FREAK. I just hurt, like a normal person. You are all going to say he didn't win. He is still a sick n. He can't feel emotion, etc. Etc. But truth is, HE DID. He always does. He always will. I was no match. Never was. I was too weak. I let him have ALL THE POWER. I couldn't walk away even when I found out the truth. HE LANDED ON HIS FEET. HE DOESN'T HURT LIKE HELL. HE DOESN'T CRY. HE DOESN'T SUFFER. He never has. Never will. He will always pick those who are weak and will conquer them every time. It isn't fair and it us hard to live with.