So I did it

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#1 Dec 28 - 10PM
Ruby
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So I did it

I blocked him..after so many months so many times blocking and unblocking making excuses keeping false hopes for what I don't even know. I feel like I have kicked my own ass..he got to come into my life lie to me use me abuse me and accuse me and yet I am the one who eventually had to get up off the ground and walk away. It's for real this time. No going back. Not ever.
He is gone from my life and is with OW now.
I will never not ever, get over the fact that he always treated her with respect. But not me. Oh he always had time for her. But not me. It was always her.
I could not compete because the competition was rigged from the start.
He did not even try he avoided and ignored me
how can you build any kind of relationship when you don't even try..
So why the fuck was he even in my life
why keep telling me how much I meant to him.
he had her....
Yet the blame was all mine? For what ? being honest ?
Asking for him to treat me like I actually meant something to him ?
Coz he sure convinced me that I did.
Oh how he must be laughing now at a job well done..
Destroy a person hopes dreams emotional and mental state to the point of contemplating leaving this life.
Some accomplishment asshole.
Well it's done. No turning back.
Life goes on.

Dec 28 - 11PM
destiny (not verified)
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i just had to do the same. i

Dec 29 - 12AM (Reply to #11)
Ruby
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So sorry that you are going

Dec 28 - 10PM
lookingahead
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This is what they do.

Dec 31 - 1AM (Reply to #9)
shock and awe.some
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I like this comment

Dec 28 - 10PM (Reply to #8)
Ruby
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Thank you and yes to do the

Dec 28 - 10PM
Goldie
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Please dear girl do not take it personally

Dec 28 - 11PM (Reply to #4)
Ruby
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Thank you Yes I agree with

Dec 28 - 11PM (Reply to #5)
Walkingonsunshine
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Lesson, to love yourself and

Dec 28 - 11PM (Reply to #6)
Ruby
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Yes. Thank you. I gave a

Dec 28 - 10PM (Reply to #2)
TruthbeginsToday
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Loving every word of Goldies post!

Dec 28 - 11PM (Reply to #3)
Ruby
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NC for life.. lol NEVER AGAIN