Today is the hardest one yet....
Today is the hardest one yet....
I have no idea what my problem is but today has sucked! Wort day so far and I don't know how to shake it. I am reading and journaling and just can't shake it. I am just miserable. It's not like I am missing him, I think it's the fact that he, I believe, has just moved on and isn't suffering. That pisses me off. Four years together and 4 serious years. He's the only dad my kids have ever known. We were a family...or as close to a family as it comes. Or so I thought? He was never really commited I guess and that hurts. I invested so much into him and our realtionship. UGH! Just miserable and crying. I read posts on here from people a year into it and they are still suffering...really? That's what I have to look forward to? I am so not a mena person adn yes I have compassion but I WANT HIM TO BE SUFFERING TOO!
mcastle
Mcastle, I had a shit day
Aquabella
I texted him cause he's my
mcastle
ichooselife
And as I am sitting here....
Well... He's very disturbed..
Hunter...
See ..didn't that feel
Excuse al the typos...