Tomorrow - I ask for answers!
Tomorrow - I ask for answers!
I have returned home because I could not stay away from my babies knowing that my littlest angel needed Momma.
Tomorrow he and I have our marriage session with our Church Pastor and I want to know all the details and have all the answers to figure out why he will not reveal who this other woman is that is preganant with his child.
I am secretly hiring an attorney, seeking seperation and a divorce.
I am in disbelief that my husband is expecting a baby with another woman, even further can not believe that he will not give me the info that I want most - details how how this happened, how he managed to live a double life for half a year.
I am so heart sick.
I must leave him. I can not trust him and I can not trust my babies with this man. Although I am afraid I know I have God and I have family to support me financially. I want to take back control! He controls so much of the household that I felt it was best to just leave. Now I am advised to not do to. I want him to move out. He can leave but there is no need to further hurt the kids and put them through more than they will be dealing with soon when Daddy leaves.
I am so angry !!! I want to know who she is! I want to know why he continues to gives me small bits of truth little bits at a time!? WHY? I can't even look at him! I can't look in his eyes. I can't sit next to him at church and hold his hand!
I pray constantly for help I pray constantly for strength to get me through this. I pray constantly for my children and how they will deal with this.
I hope tomorrow I will find out who this woman is, and maybe then I will understand why he kept that final piece of info from me, I hope so. I am so on edge!
I spoke with 2 lawyers today, and considered what he has done to his family is FRAUD! He will not be able to afford the child support but I couldn't give a damn! I will never care again about him! I will never give him another bit of sympathy or understanding! I am going to turn my back on him!
thank you all for your many words of support and well wishes
I can't believe this I CAN NOT believe a baby is on the way growing in her stomach ! each day July comes closer each I day I dread that moment I hear the words - it's a boy or girl. It is sickening!
What I would do tomorrow is
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!
First I want to say
I hope tomorrow gives you
thank you
So her parents must be
I'm Always fine....
Im always fine
It is sickening .. He's
what he doesn't know
The affair, the baby are one
I despise cheaters so much I
You go girl... Make a plan