Tonight

In a few hours I will be sitting down with soon to be XHN. We are going to try again to work on how to split assets. It's been a month since I have seen him or spoken with him. I feel nervous.

I have been reading posts here gaining strength to keep my wits about me. I know what I know and I intend to hold those truths to me. I plan to address this like a business deal and keep my emotions to myself.

I do not want a set back. I do not want to reopen wounds that will have to heal again. This is only a moment in time and it will pass.

Yes, I'm trying to convince myself.