Where's my anger?
Where's my anger?
Why can't I get angry? It's driving me nuts. When I try, it just turns into depression and self pity an "oh I miss him" blah blah blah. What the hell's wrong with me?
After everything he did to me, permanently damaged my relationship with my daughter, caused alot of pain to my son where the fuck is my anger???
Lucky for me my kids love me in spite of everything that's happened but I cannot forgive myself for allowing him to do the things he did an for allowing it to go on for as long as it did.
And knowing that if he hadn't dumped me I'd still be there. God I'm fucked up!
I want so bad to be able to find my anger and be able to put him behind me and heal myself an my poor kids. I went NC 7 months ago but I still hurt an cry almost everyday.
What's wrong with me? Will I ever get over this loser an have the life I was supposed to have with my children an not think about him anymore?
I know most of it is up to me; I must rebuild our lives an my relationship with my children, but I really feel I need to start by getting angry with him. But I can't find the anger.
Sometimes we need to hate....
You sound angry to me. You
Hi solost x
Ava
I agree with Ava. You will
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God sometimes removes a person from your life for your protection. Don't run after them.
Thank you