Why do I still love him?
Why do I still love him?
24 hours NC and I'm already going insane.
I know he's going out, having fun and possibly doesn't even care that yesterday I told him I would be talking to the landlord to end the contract.
5 years of relationship and he just went out for an all-nighter afterwards.
And today all I get is memories, thoughts of our first summer together or even our last week together just a few days ago, laughing so much at the cinema like the old us. Being in his arms, waking up next to him... why do I need it so bad? Why do I still love this man so fucking much?
Why does he not care at all, and can move on to have fun so easily?
I wrote him an email but didn't send it. I'm trying to be strong but really I'm a mess. I keep wanting him to call me and say "baby I love you, I'm moving back home"
I wish I could just disappear from the world.
Stay strong!
You remind me of myself, when
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Ruby
You can do this