Yes, we all need to read this...
Yes, we all need to read this...
http://www.livestrong.com/article/14712-developing-detachment/
In my opinion, it is very important at a certain point to pull oneself up by the bootstraps and get serious about healing.
This statement is not an inference that anyone here isn't. We are dealing with significant pain and suffering; however, at what point do we decide enough is enough?
While it's been said there is no time limit for healing, I believe that a certain amount of effort - work has to be done to heal. We cannot continue to go on day after day ruminating, analyzing, dissecting and replaying the tapes. At a certain point, there has to be some action or motivation to strive to get off the broken record that keeps playing in our minds. If we allow it, it will consume us and we will never get out of the loop.
I have been flattered by comments of how quickly I've come around - but I have to state,it was not easy. It took work. It took at times staying away from the board because the discussion triggered too many unhappy memories.
It is good to talk about things, get things off of one's chest cry go through all the range of emotions; however, at a certain point the focus on them and what they did has to STOP. Our thoughts create our reality...if we keep bringing them up into our thoughts, how do they every LEAVE our reality?
Really being able to heal from this situation requires some very coarse big girl panties...or big boy underoos...to whom it applies. Coarse because there is nothing comfortable with any of it; however, it also requires us to examine what weakness/vunerabilities existed within us that allowed us to end up in such an insane mess.
Yes, I've read the Narc "targets" and that is true - but if you really think about it...not EVERY person the narc targeted got taken...there were a number of rejections before somoene said yes...and this has nothing to do with "self esteem" rather than perhaps "issues" that are unresolved within ourselves.
It will take time to heal. I am not 100%. Where I stand, I know that I would not fall victim to any of his shenanigans...BUT, might I fall for another Narc? I'm not sure. What I do know is that I've felt in bondage for a very long time - and some of it was SELF inflicted and so I am embarking on a journey of breaking those chains absent the distraction of anyone other than my son. It is time I lived for me. The myth of the fairytale has been debunked and the next person will either be in it with me - or there will be no "us" and I'm fine living alone for the rest of my life if that is what it takes - as I will no longer compromise myself in exchange for someone else's happiness.
I'd like to share two songs that I think are very appropriate for the stage I'm in and if you relate, perhaps you will enjoy them also.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x8W4DEMUSeM
Note: Thunderdome in the urban dictionary is defined as:
Turbulent, utter mayhem; a state of violent confusion or commotion.
We have been in a battle...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q_CU-9FNoDE
Until we forgive, we cannot find peace...
Hugs!
Thank you for what you
Detachment
Michele 115- thanks for the posting!!!
OWL
Yes, at some point we must
Pain and Letting Go
momoya
Thank you Momoya
thanx
momoya
BRIE
peeking
momoya
I turned off my feelings
Brie
michelle115
victimnomore
This a really great post,
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God sometimes removes a person from your life for your protection. Don't run after them.
Great post Michelle!
So true, Michele...
spinning
Perhaps we "peek" just to
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