feeling horrible need support badly tonight
feeling horrible need support badly tonight
So, I went on a date with this guy. he was so totally my type (which obviously is assholes). He's british and has a PHD in astronomy. He's an artic scientist. He's exciting, smart, handsome, rich, well travelled, well mannered, ect...
His communication was really really sporatic from day 1. He would email me weeks after the initial email. We are told to avoid these guys that come on strong, so I tried to tell myself this was normal. After our first date, he promptly texted me and asked me out again. Even thought he waited like three days between texts, I thought all was OK.
After a while i started to wonder what was going on, so I sent him this email :
Hello Super Hottie London Boy.
I know you are super busy with your friends visiting and saving the arctic and all, but I just wanted to thank you again for dinner it was so nice and an absolute pleasure. You are truly a fascinating, brilliant and incredibly sexy guy.
So, I'm totally totally not interested in anything serious or necessarily commital right now. Of course all girls want that at some point, but I'm hoping that would develop 'organically' from a friendship or something. Anyway, having said that, I don't know how y'all do things in the UK, but here when a guy has really sporadic communication with you, you tend to get the impression that maybe he's just not that into you, you know?
If that's the case, please please don't think I will take it personally. I really hope we can be friends and I can show you around albuquerque whenever you want to come into town.
He promptly texted me telling me how gorgeous I was and how he would love to 'carry on' dating. LOL...
So, we finally had our second date and I got way to drunk (I know, I know) and he lives about 45 mins from where I am, so after dinner I agreed to let him come over for a bit after i protested for about 15 mins. As predicted, we got really into it. It was sooooo hot, and I could tell it would have been the most amazing sex I have ever had-but I didn;t do it. I cut it short at any kind of sex (if you know what I mean). So after he left I called to make sure he found his way back to the freeway and he didn;t pick up, but I watched him turn his ringer off on our date... i also sent him a text at 12:30 AM....
nothing...
I feel like a conplete idiot!! here, the first guy I have been attracted to since my divorce a year ago made a complete slut whore out of me and now is most likely never going to call me again. I'm so terrified of men, you guys. It seems the only ones I am attracted to will inevitably hurt me.
He's easily gone this long between phone calls/texts, but given the information I have, and knowing that he knows full well how vulnerable I felt and how I was concerned that if I slept with him and never heard from him again.... well, you get the point... He should have sent a quick text at some point after getting that intimate and my having mentioned repeatedly how the lack of contact makes me wonder about what his intentions are.
I got that electric feeling of not existing and of deflecting :( that awesome sexual chemistry... he was so sexual and dirty. ugh. I feel so bad about myself right now, like I wasn't good enough to hold his attention... need some love.
For what it's worth, I don't
Im the one who told her other
"In the fiery pit lays a man with two faces.One is the face of a God and the other a face of the Devil.Beware He lurks your souls.Keep one hand on your heart and the other hand over your eyes. Let him walk pass you not into you.Ghost of love will possess
ImStrong
staying strong78
ok y'all
Exactly fire its like that
"In the fiery pit lays a man with two faces.One is the face of a God and the other a face of the Devil.Beware He lurks your souls.Keep one hand on your heart and the other hand over your eyes. Let him walk pass you not into you.Ghost of love will possess
Your reality check must be walking. because you didnt get it yet
"In the fiery pit lays a man with two faces.One is the face of a God and the other a face of the Devil.Beware He lurks your souls.Keep one hand on your heart and the other hand over your eyes. Let him walk pass you not into you.Ghost of love will possess
Fierflie
so......
Fireflie
NOT YOU!
He wasnt a "good one" he was
scoop
Fierflie
michelle
That right there shows how
"In the fiery pit lays a man with two faces.One is the face of a God and the other a face of the Devil.Beware He lurks your souls.Keep one hand on your heart and the other hand over your eyes. Let him walk pass you not into you.Ghost of love will possess
about a guy taking a piece of you through sex
One clear example also is
"In the fiery pit lays a man with two faces.One is the face of a God and the other a face of the Devil.Beware He lurks your souls.Keep one hand on your heart and the other hand over your eyes. Let him walk pass you not into you.Ghost of love will possess
Yes..easy take prostitute for
"In the fiery pit lays a man with two faces.One is the face of a God and the other a face of the Devil.Beware He lurks your souls.Keep one hand on your heart and the other hand over your eyes. Let him walk pass you not into you.Ghost of love will possess
agreed
Fierflie!...
Scoop
Michele & Fireflie
fierflie
I don't mean to sound harsh,
Fier,
spinning
Fierflie
FF
You need to slow down Drunk and Messy dont mix
"In the fiery pit lays a man with two faces.One is the face of a God and the other a face of the Devil.Beware He lurks your souls.Keep one hand on your heart and the other hand over your eyes. Let him walk pass you not into you.Ghost of love will possess
Fierflie please sweets no