on the mainland
on the mainland
Hi Everyone,
I'm back on the mainland to take care of a few things that were tied up because of this mess. I'm in Washington state, where we both used to live. He has moved to DC in the meantime so there's no chance I will run into him. However, it's *really* painful to be here. Tons of memories, it all makes the betrayal more real.
Going NC is not a problem for me, I don't have any way to get ahold of him since he's moved and he won't answer email. I wish I had gone NC some months before this disaster hit my life... so that I would not have fallen for the pity party story that he gave me.
I'm not sure what to do. I fill my time with sobs. I'm only here for another day and then will fly to see my parents for a couple of days before getting back here to visit friends... then back to Guam... at least until I can find a job back here on the mainland.
I'm angrier than I can possibly believe over what happened and that he had the arrogance to do this.
I am thinking about suing him for fraud but know that it's a really impossible battle and it will keep me linked to him... when I just want this nightmare to be over.
Incidentally, I did get his mom to respond to an email from me(I think I mentioned it before). She thinks I need to move on and that if I want this nightmare to be over that I should stop asking questions about what how he could have lied the way he did.
Give me a break. It's been 6 weeks since I found out that he was cheating me and cheating on me: I moved to Guam (where I have no social system) and I am out a lot of money. I don't think it would be possible for anyone to find peace about that in six weeks.
I think I'm just venting... struggling with how to fill my time in a hotel room with just me and my broken dreams. I never in a million years saw this coming 6 months ago.
Nparents/ Toxic Parents
you know... I would have
apologies
All those tactics sound way
I totally get it
Thanks! I hadn't heard of
his mother
I immediately think of Scott
I know! I understand that
Hey Barbara, Thanks! I am
Hugs to you...I wouldn't
Thanks! I do agree that the
I know he won't know how
Guam is a beautiful place!
oops... I re-read this and
Prayng for you to find a job
I love that quote Marilene!