I am letting myself wreak havoc!
I am letting myself wreak havoc!
I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. This guy has taken every last shred of my dignity and I have offered it all up so willingly!
My ex called my friend the other night to ask how me and my son were doing. She told me all about it because I was very upset about recent developments with his new girlfriend. She was trying to make me feel better. So the next morning...after minimal sleep, stewing and obsessing all night, I basically wake up in tears seeing RED!
So I sent him an email...ugh why??? I basically told him not to ever talk about me or my son, that he is no longer welcome to exist to us, a few choice words about the new girl. I hate him, yadda yadda...I don't know what I was thinking. I have let my emotions control my decisions.
So he calls my friends husband (his best friend), he's mad she told me.
She is PISSED at me and her husband is mad at her about, making it so much worse. She has been my friend for 6 years, my best friend. She is trying to juggle being friends with both of us. So I take responsibility, eat sh*t, apologize, AND I had to apologize to him in an attempt to smooth this over. I'm not truly sorry, but I don't want to lose my friend. I'm sorry I got her involved. I had to tell him I hate what he has done, but I forgive him, wished him well, so on. Maybe I didn't have to, but I did feel the need to take responsibility and defend my friends choice to tell me. This is just too much drama and it's all my fault.
Now after everything he has done, I am the bad guy. I have probably lost my friend. And they probably all think I am bat sh*t crazy! I feel like I'm going crazy. I said my sincere apologies to everyone involved and now I just have to wait it out I guess. But I feel bad, and now I'm alone. And part of me thinks this is what he wanted. Yes, it was crazy to send that email. But why is he so mad she mentioned he asked about me? Why does he care, he has had breakups with mutual friends before it happens. People talk.
I don't what to do.
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Can you say "triangulation"?
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They like to triangulate ...
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circus...
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you deserve better
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You will get little slack
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