gathered up all the stuff
gathered up all the stuff
I have not seen him since June 20th and aside from one phone call, no contact. I put all the stuffed animals in a bag, stunbled across the letters "from the beginning" and they were hard to read. He was seemingly soooooo much in love with me. He wanted to take care of me. He never felt so loved. Nor did I...
"LISA, I HAVE FALLEN SO HARD AND SO FAST FOR YOU THAT IN YOUR ABSENCE I AM COMPLETELY EMPty. MY HEART ANS SOUL AND MY BODY ACHE FOR YOUR TOUCH, YOUR SMILE AND YOUR PRESENCE. WHEN WE ARE APART I FALL. LISA, WHEN YOU WALKED INTO MY LIFE IT WAS A BLESSING...EACH DAY THAT GOES BY I FALL FURTHER IN LOVE WITH YOU. I LONG FOR THE DAY WE CAN ALWAYS BE TOGETHER. YOU COMPLETE MY DREAMS, MY HOPES AND MY LIFE. LISA, YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE A MAN, YOUR SMILE, YOUR TOUCH, THE WORDS THAT COME SO EASY FROM YOUR HEART MELT INTO MINE. LISA, I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE TO CATCH YOU WHEN YOU FALL, PLEASE TRUST IN ME AND ALLOW ME TO BE THE MAN YOU HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR. YOU WILL HAVE ALL OF ME...NO GAMES. I WILL NEVER GIVE ANOTHER WOMAN THE PASSION AND LOVE THAT I FEEL FOR YOU. I KNOW I WON'T. I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR YOU ALL OF MY LIFE AND WILL DIE LOVING YOU. I COULDN'T SLEEP IT IS SAT. ABOUT 3:30AM AND I AM ACHIANG FOR YOUR SMILE. I NEED YOU IN MY ARMS WHERE YOU ARE SAFE. LISA, PLEASE ACCEPT THIS SONG BY CLAY WALKER AS JUST A SMALL GIFT ON HOW I NEED YOU. THE SONG ONLY TOUCHES THE SURFACE OF HOW I FEEL. TRUST IN ME. I LOVE YOU. LENNY."
He gave me the letter with a CD. The song on the Clay Walker CD was "Fall". Alot of BS cuz he never caught me when I fell. My tears fell on deaf ears. He needs me in his arms where I am safe? Will he hold me when I dont have a place to live because his promise to take care me has left me in foreclosure? This is so frustrating...the lies and the empty promises, the shattered dreams, my broken life as the result of trusting him. How do I ever trust again? Why some bad days and some good days?
Any input on the letter?
Lenny is a very creative
Carolyn, thank you
BURN IT !!!!
get this
In college, I once lived in
at least
the letter
Hey did my ex write
love letters
love me or love me not...
james
Doesn't break when Hugged