Catastrophic Relationship- The Big vs The Small Ones
Catastrophic Relationship- The Big vs The Small Ones
Hey..I've noticed that my ex do have Narcissim inside them..and I did freak out when they left me..But I got over them after the obsession stage..Now with this Narcissist There was something different..I felt sick..dizzy..exhausted..week and cried prefusely..I coulnds thick straight..it was withdrawl symptoms from a addiction..I also felt a high and constant need to please in fear he might leave..I was doing all of this willingly when I don't usually do this with the past Narcissist in my life..
What made this Narcissist so special...Just like the rest of us who was hit hard by the big one..Why this big one hurt so bd that it felt bad..What made this current ex N you was with bring you here in desperate need of help..
Im trying to understand that there was Narcissist in our lives before..but why this one hurt so exclusively..why this wrath hit harder than the others..
Does this mean that we dealt with a full Narcissist this time..and the others were just Narcissist traits..
I will like to no what was the empidemy the change..for this one..
The N I was with was a 20yr old kid but he flipped me upside down in the brain..I wanted marrage kids and all..and I would not feel like that with other younger guys like him..no so hard anyway and they all had n traits
Was this on the big catastrophe..The real deal..the biggest of them all..
It seems like we was getting prepped first by the small Narcissist for the Big Narcissist?
Why wasn't your past N make you feel sick and addicted at the same time?
Will love to hear..
IMSTRONGxx
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