And I signed him up completely...profile and everything...
I'll use a fake name..but the letter came in
WELCOME TO HERPES DATING FULANO!
BASED ON YOUR PROFILE WE HAVE 5 MEMBERS WAITING TO HEAR FROM YOU!
I MEAN HE HAD TO KNOW I DID IT...
BUT I DENIED IT AND GOT ALL INDIGNANT...
thats some funny shit. I wish he would contact me so I could say: Dont ever contact me again you freakin Bi Polar Bisexual wacko. I never sent you any f ing email you f ing wacked out a hole. OMG I am laughing so hard right now :)
so you had to be drunk to get in touch with him..lol,
dont blame you i would have to be drunk to be in a 5mile radius of the narcs....its done who cares about these POS...
It felt good to be drunk laughing with friends. I was having a good time. It was only when everyone left that I got a little melancholy. It seems to only come when Im alone.
Im not so mad at myself now for if I was that would imply that I care what he thinks. I dont. The bottom line is he wanted me. He knew I would never leave my husband as he knows he doesnt match up. He was so hoping I would tell him that my husband was an asshole that way he could have me and tell everyone that I was leaving my husband anyway and he wouldnt have to take the responsibility of breaking up my marriage. Well I give him credit he was right my husband is a hundred times the man he is and no I wasnt going to leave him. I know deep down I wouldnt have. He is a stupid useless mother fucker and now I see was his mother gave him up for adpotion. (yikes sorry) but I call it how i see it.
yes he would also feel realy special if you left your husband for him...and he would have told people[women probley] yes sick of it left her husband for me....sick of it you are lucky to be away from him....i hope you have more good times socially....its your life, not any one elsexxxx
Oh yes he would have loved that brag but he knew I wouldnt he even said so. He said and I quote "I think there's about a 10% chance that your coming back. I just dont think your gonna leave your husband. I know you and you wont"
That there may have been the nicest thing he ever said to me now that I think about it. He knew he was gonna lose in this deal and often either me or him is gonna get and its probably gonna be me. Yep Narc your right. He's a coward and he didnt want to go up against my husband. Now however if were to be leaving my husband because he were an a hole then a different matter but he knew he wasnt an a hole
No way! That's great to feel good. Soon it will be just normal and no sadness. It's a screw up to email, don't feel bad about feeling good. That's what we trying to accomplish. I think your fine.
Hi There,
It's ok. This NC thing takes time. I really think there should be contact until you are ready. When enough is enough, that's when you will change. My guess is he will click and delete your E mail anyway. It's your punishment. I myself have been through this BS before. I didn't understand it. I do now. These men are criminals. My advise, did you had fun with your friends? They are the ones who care, who want to be with you ,who want to share and be a part of your life. Cherish the good and take the trash to the dump where it belongs. It takes time but you will be whole again. P.S. Sorry my writing skills are poor. :)
Oxox
Yea SOI
OK, That's really funny!
I wish
thats some funny shit. I
sick of him
Is this bad?
sick of it
thanks used
sick of it
Oh yes he would have loved
Bad?
thanks sweets!
;)
NC