The silence is broken
The silence is broken
I have been NC for 9 days and accidently sent a text to my N that was to go to someone else. He responded that he thought I sent the message to the wrong person but it was so good to hear from me! I did not respond but a few hours later I told him the text was for my mom and that it was a mistake. He immediately started texting me...first text,
"That's ok I assumed that it was intended for someone else, but has been wonderful to hear from you. I hope that you are doing well. Do you know how much I miss and love you? I know that you won't reply, but I just wanted to reiterate it. You can't possibly know what you mean to me. L, M."
The cards come every day for the last two or three weeks. I will post the card later. After I read it I sent him a text saying "I read the cards" He thought I did not read them. I know a ploy!
Then his next text..."Do you know how I feel about you then? How sorry I am for what I've done to us? How I've not been the (name) you know over the past year? How I'd do anything to make it up to you? Do you know I love you? Thanks for reading the cards. It helps just to write, as you've always said. R, I love you."
Then another one " I wish you had been here for dinner last night. Spaghetti al Limone. Lots of lemon, cream and cheese. Decadent but so good. Will I ever cook for you again? In some respects, this hiatus has been good for me. ( I asked him to go away for a month)It's made me really look at myself and I'm not crazy at what I see, but I hope to make up for may faults. ALl due to you and I thank you for it. Heading home tmw, but not looking forward to it. (He lives with his wife) If you should like a walking partner Sat. or Sun. , I'll be available, and if not, well I guess I'll walk alone, but what a shame."
There was one more after this but you get the message. I thought he was rather bold to ask about walking with me. I don't know what I feel. I really don't want him back. He cheated on me with the OW this past year. He made me feel like it was me going crazy every time he lied to me. He has a wife.... It is a big mess...help.
Roey--your ex sounds creepy
Oh would you
how could I
curiousity
contacting the OW
Lol!
Do you think his wife knows
OMG…He called you the SAME
Noooo…better yet. I could
We were one in the same
Omg! Same language/Same body parts...
reply to always wanting sex
DAZED
truth
I meant to add…kudos on the 9
The spaghetti dish does sound
Thanks Deidre. I contacted
Oh please let me text this
Yes!!!!!!
IS HIS SPAGHETTI, THAT THING
spaghetti
holy cow...how old is this
Too funny!
Actually, I expect that a lot
And let me add to that...that
ROEY
crap
ill walk with you. at his
lol
Oh wait. He has a wife?