Hopefully for you this will end his hold on you. May you find a place of warmth and comfort in your soul..not becuz someone died...but becuz you have grown.
I have just read your post and others leading up to this, I had no idea. My heart goes out to you. Its a very mixed bag of emotions, relief coupled with sadness. Love to you and I hope you get some rest and you are ok. Hugs to you Tryintoheal xxxx
I want to extend my condolences of a loss that has happened in your life. I know we ALL wish that ours would die at times thinking that would be our just reward for what they have done to society and us personally. More importantly I want to extend to you my sincere heat felt condolences of the tremendous loss and destruction he inflicted on your life, although the source is gone now it can never undo the damage he did. ITs ok to feel relief at his passing mainly knowing he can no longer damage another human being with his evil. He was highly disturbed and in his case he was of no use to society, he is incarcerated for eternity in that casket while you above ground and many many others will have to live and heal from what this bastard did.
Is he at peace? Dont be so sure, he wasnt at peace when he lived and when we die the only thing we take with us is what we gave when we were living, so remember that is what he took with him and that he how he will be remembered for those who have to go on. In this respect he is human, HE DIED. He said he wasnt afraid to die as you stated maybe that was his personal peace to put an end to the horrible way he conducted his life, maybe God will give him a conscience now and he will live eternally in hell realizing what he did to his fellow human beings.
Wow...finally. I'm sorry he's put you though so much, even up to the very end. This is an interesting lesson to, to anyone who ever feels that their N, S, P, may EVER 'see the light'...not even at death's door would they admit to any wrongdoing.
Let his devoted family members who thought he was so awesome, handle sticking him in the ground.
I hope this does give you a little peace.
I agree with Quietude. Let his so beloveds' that offered to take care of him, now take care of him.
You have closure. Maybe you haven't been vindicated, or felt justice by any means, but it is finally closure.
I pray that you will find your peace now.
The rest of your life will be the best of your life.
Don't let him take anything else from you, ever.
Your life is now your own. Start your book! We would all buy it! Love you and am keeping you in my prayers. GullableGull, (but I think I will change my name to Madonna) ha
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