YOU WOULDN'T BELIEVE THIS BUT TRUST ME IT'S A TRUE STORY, A MUST READ
YOU WOULDN'T BELIEVE THIS BUT TRUST ME IT'S A TRUE STORY, A MUST READ
If you have read any of my posts, you are well aware I'm completely mindbent and sick over another, yes, another d and d from my hN. Well, I have the story of all stories. This guy treats me so unbelievably horrible, regardless of his narc or not narcness, he came to the house today as I was on my way out to pick up our daughter, he said I'll be in the bathroom, he was as miserable as miserable can be, i said fine, we will be right back. Now, mind you, yesterday, i came home to find him sound asleep in our bed, he was napping after doing some yard work, yes, sleeping soundly in our bed, well that was yesterday to continue with today, when our daughter and I got home several minutes later, he was lying on our bed, with a look of dread in his eyes, I said what is wrong with you, he said, I have another kidney stone, this one is bad, can you take me to the emergency room, but wait, I need to get my things from her apt first, she lives about two minutes from our house, as he still professes he is not living with her again, hes just staying during the week, and living out of his bag. ok, onto twenty minutes later, he gets into my car, i drive him to another town where the er is not so busy, no problem, the whole time hes completely critical of every movement i make while driving, and then in between trying to fake being grateful, yes fake, he was not grateful at all, and I SHOULD BE SLAPPED FOR DOING IT, we get to the er, i notice he hides his cell phone under my seat, who cares at this point, shes the one who has no idea where he is, we get into the er fill out paperwork, he states i am his wife, etc...they start to pump him with moraphine, hes so big, not a hundred ccs could help ease his pain, but he did get a little high from it, he starts saying something, then goes, "what is it with you and this girl" i said, are you fucking kidding me, i wont even answer that. then he says "she would be a wreck if she were here, she'd be a mess, not like you, you can handle anything, oh thanks asshole for the compliment, oh shes to precious to deal with it, fuck that, then he says, you know nothing is enough for me, you should stop focusing on her when you check the phone bill, trust me, (now remember hes high on moraphine) there are other numbers i text repeatedly, and i said, i wouldnt know i dont look. then he said, you know, she means nothing to me, thats why you are here with me, im not moving back in with her, i dont even want to be there, i blame you for this, i could kill you now i cant get out of staying with her during the week, i said, nobody stays where they dont want to be, if you didnt want to be there you wouldnt be. well long long story shorter he made a few nasty comments to me was completely critical of every move i made, as i ensured he was well taken care of...God, I must be the lucky one, he allowed me to take him to the hospital. oh boy, how lucky i am, and the kicker is, as we pulled onto our street hes barfing in a garbage bag i laid out for him, we get into the driveway, and he looks at me, after i was driving rubbing his back and telling him we would be home soon, he looks at me and says, I NEED TO MAKE A CALL, are you fucking kidding me. hes a sick fuck, he went into the garage, made his phone call and sent me to the pharmacy to get his scrips, he thinks he will be well enough to head home to his moms in the morning, so as his girlfriend has no idea where he is, hows he going to explain this one, he will he will lie a famous lie, but for now, fatty, is lying his stank ass on my bed suffering out the pain of a kidney stone, minus the moraphine, and has some vicodin to help, well, it aint helping, but guess what, i can bet this bastard will be out of here in the morning, God forbid he loose his sugar mama. Long story short, my husband is a prick........and Im a fucking moron for allowing this.......anyone, you can chime in if youre not barfing from my stupidity, AND UTTER LACK OF SELF ESTEEM, and im sure you all will know by morning ill be crying again...............
I am in complete awe..you
"In the fiery pit lays a man with two faces.One is the face of a God and the other a face of the Devil.Beware He lurks your souls.Keep one hand on your heart and the other hand over your eyes. Let him walk pass you not into you.Ghost of love will possess
im in awe of my stupidity
Jaycee
You're NOT Stupid
thank you susan
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Lisa Im a little confused
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Jaycee Its like you are Mommy
wow scoop i read about the complex
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ifinallygotit
I understand
STOP!!
All I can say
Journey on...
journey
Jaycee
You sound so much better already!
Journey on...
OH I FORGOT
Jaycee
"I dont get it, there is
staying strong
Jaycee
nah, it's not you.DEFINATELY