You guys I really, really fu--ed up I am in SUCH bad shape HELP
You guys I really, really fu--ed up I am in SUCH bad shape HELP
OMG my dear friends what did I do? What did I do? I sent him a text on Sunday asking if he wanted to go away with me somewhere. He responded "where". I was shocked. Then we talked he asked after my husband and sons and then said "you know I still love you even though I know you don't want to hear it". I said, "what? who said I don't want to hear it?" I told him I loved him too and he said ok. Said he would call but didn't. I texted him a couple of days later asking if he wanted to grab a coffee he called in a horrible mood so angry at me, angry at himself angry at the world, of course he is in public view with the court hearing that he swindled all of these customers from their vehicles and money. And he knows I know and where can he go when he has to be sentenced still in a few weeks. Then I friended him again on FB! and he has ignored me for two nights in a row. So I put up a humorous parody of a show that represents the place he lives in and he wrote on FB under the video "Cute PG", and I could just feel the anger. so I IM'd him on chat and said so if you don't like it just take it down and I said I will gladly take it down, and I did. He wouldn't respond to me, just got off of FB and of course I started crying my head off. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME? He HATES me, he HATES women, he HATES everyone. Please help me get through what I've done. I missed him that much that I needed to be abandoned one more time? That I needed to be left alone instead of given the promised call? I needed to feel like shit again? I guess I did. I needed to feel like shit so I contacted him cause that's what he was born to do clearly. To make me cry and probably a horde of other women, all crying.
resd this from psychopathy awareness site:
I feel this is my fault for
OMG PG!....
thank you Marissa for saying
maybe
momoya
Well someone that freely says
Patience Goal
Journey on...
Don't be hard on yourself PG
It is time
It's not you it's him!
Patience
You just want Prince Charming
I find it interesting that
He said he was the Beast, that I was the Beauty
smitten
My big glass house
FB
I agree with Happy...we all
I'm so sorry! Each one of us
PG
whatever the reason you went
patience goal
patiencegoal
pg my friend, you did what we all do, went back for more
Jaycee
Why do we keep going back?
Thank you guys everyone of
PG
I dont know why we go back
They are just the lowest of
With you on this!